I’ve been in hell for so long, I did not realize the world has changed

The war is so bloody sodding exhausting
It took my will of life
It took every part of my body apart, crushed..

My brain fried
My finger cut
My feet bled

No, it isn’t fair. Not fair at all
I must work twice as hard
I must cry twice as sound
And still, I don’t get the point of this

Every night I have the same dreams
Whether or not this hell is gonna be forever
Whether or not this hell hole is still the same hole I’ve fallen years ago
Whether or not this hell giving me a worst life than before
And whether or not,
I’ll survive this

The pain is so unbearable I can’t breath
It caused so many damages inside
And outsides

Every night I have the same dreams
About the heaven
About the angel that will take care of me
About the eternity

It just is. Life.

the.one.who’ve.been.dreaming.of.her.own.heaven