Close But Not Close Enough

Today was though. I have to count every credit I’ve took for 11 semester I did at Unpar. I did well, but actually I could do better. That’s what I call “close, but not close enough”.

Not only that, but a friend of mine asked me many times. “Are you sure that Mathematics is mandatory?” he asked. “Yes, I believe so. If you’re not sure just ask the coordinator.”

And so he did.

Why did he asked that question? Simple, because he didn’t took Mathematics for 11 semester even though it’s a mandatory course. Do we have a solution? Could he graduate?

The thing is, he couldn’t. He already did more than 144 credits, more than enough to graduate, but can’t. Just because a 3-credit-course called Mathematics.

That’s the real “close, but not close enough”.

I couldn’t even imagine being in his position. That was tough. If I was the one in that position, I’d gone home and cry all day. It took every effort I have just to graduate before the university drop me out.

That’s the thing about life.

Sometimes it takes patient.
Sometimes it takes hardwork.
Sometimes it takes precision.
Sometimes it takes a loooooootttt of effort.
Sometimes it hurts so damn badly.
But if you go through, if you’re not quitting, in the end it’ll be worth your while.

The thing is, it’s hard not to quit. Every obstacle that’s been thrown at you make it hard. Very very hard.

But sometimes, you just need to believe.
Believe that you could do that, even though it’ll take longer than usual.
Believe that you could go through with it, even though it’ll hurt like hell.
Believe that after everything, it’ll make your life more meaningful to you, and to others.

Believe that you could change the world.

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A very special thanks to all my friends at Universitas Katolik Parahyangan: Novarine, Sendhy, Yoshi, Fanny, Ichel, Stephen, Gladys, and Willy. Without them, it’ll be a hundred times harder to graduate. Thank you for being there.

A special thanks to my best friend: Raisa, Ray, Michael, Soraya, and Evy. For being there, listening, cheering, and supporting me throughout the whoooolllleee thing. It took 5 1/2  years.

from.the.one.who.never.stop.dreaming

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4 Responses to Close But Not Close Enough

  1. fs

    selamattttttttt.. :D

  2. tragis amat ya.. tp dulu jg ada temennya metri gt ya, yg kurang 2 sks MKDU di itb jdnya ga bisa lulus… itu lebih tragis lg wkwkwkw uda 2 sks, mkdu pula =.=

    So anyway, congratulations for your completion there sisdol. At last you can leave Ciumbuleuit. Hope u can leave Ganesha soon! And join me here at Oxford Road! Hohoho.. The journey has just started =)

  3. aya

    Nehaa…biarpun lama, tp finally u’ve made it! U kan kul 2 jurusan, itu pasti butuh byk effort..wong 1 ajah dah pusing kok! N u r a multitalented girl, soo dont waste it!
    n i always envy u coz u can put your thoughts in such a damn beautiful words!
    sorry i can’t be there when u had a hard times… ;(
    but i believe u still have good times when u get home coz mba iyah always be there….wkwkwkwk!!!!
    Ganbatteee ne!!!

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