Conquering Fear

For me, the thing that makes me stuck is the one that I couldn’t do because there’s something there that I fear the most. For example, if I don’t want to lose some weight, it’s because I FEAR that I couldn’t eat the food that I like e.g. ice cream, chocolate, cheesecake, etc.

Someone once told me. Change is hard. It’s the hardest thing of all. Mainly, because we need to conquer our fear, and turn it so that we could change

Another thing that’s hard is failure. When failure interfere with our life, it’s hard. We have to conquer the fear of failure, and turn it into something better. A spirit, a believing-heart that we would not fail again in the same matter.

Yesterday, I conquer my fear. I went to my campus and meet my supervisor, and the topic that I’ve been abandoned for 6 months because Unpar interfere. Anywho, I fear many things in this meeting. What if, my supervisor doesn’t want to supervise me anymore because I’ve been missing for 6 months? What if, I’m not good enough to do the topic? What if, he doesn’t want to see my face and cast me out? Thousands of scenario wandering around in my head.

So then, I asked myself. How to conquer this fear? It’s so damn simple. Just meet him, and find out what’ll happen next. Simple, as easy as taking a candy from a baby.

What happened? He still want to supervise me, thank the God. It’s so liberating and so gratifying at the same time.

I still have one more thing to conquer because I fear the worst. That’s a story for another time.

The thing about fear is, it gradually getting bigger and bigger. You can’t ignore it, for godness sake don’t ever ignore it. Try to conquer it. That’s one of the beauty of life.

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