Letting Go November 1, 2009
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The title is kinda easy to read, easy to say, easy to baffle, easy to blahh3x, but personally and maybe universally, the title NOT an easy thing to do.
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We all grow up.
Babies. Toddlers. Children. Teens.
Young adults. My phase now.
Afterward, adults. The phase with every possible responsibility in the world.
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With every step, we learn a lot of things.
To do this, and that, and blah.
Simply, we learn how to live wisely.
One of the best and the worst part of it, is to let go. Something, or someone.
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It is not easy. Simply put it, it is so DAMN hard it hurts everywhere.
But I did it.
And I am happy and proud of myself that I did it.
Happy Belated Birthday October 7, 2009
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I think, today I congratulated you ‘a-very-happy-belated-birthday-and-wish-you-all-the-best-and-et-cetera’ for the 10th times in my life. *winks*
Yes, times goes by. And a lot has happened in 10 years.
And to remember the 9th times, you can click this: here 
PS: The photo below is accidentally shaped like a kinda-heart-thingy, so I put it ^_^
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I am blessed for I have a chance to know you
I am blessed for I have a chance to love you
You are:
Kind
Passionate
Warm-hearted
Loving
Everything everyone wants
for a mother,
for a sister,
and for a best friend
You give me hope when I am hopeless
You strengthen me when I am weak
Thank you for your loving heart
Thank you for your passion
Thank you for your time
I thanked you for loving me
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Happy belated birthday.
May today, tomorrow, and the day after that, you’ll always find
Joy
Hope
Happiness
Comfort
Love
May your life guide you and others to be better than yesterday, everyday
07.10.09
from.the.one.who.will.never.stop.dreaming.ever
blink once, blink twice April 25, 2009
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Take a deep breath, look up to the brightest sky you’ll ever see.
It still is there. It does not go anywhere.
God’s design.
God’s plan.
God’s artwork.
People are God’s best artwork.
It is what we do that defined us in others eyes.
It is what we say that defined us in others eyes.
What define us in God’s eyes?
Our heart. Our lonely heart who will always calling for Him, no matter what.
Our strongest heart ever made by Him which will not stop until He says so.
Many things can inspire us in this life.
But nothing will do as the nature, to us.
Because the nature is God, because God is nature.
We are here because we believe that we would make a difference for our poor Earth.
That’s what we should do. One way or another.
Because He believes in us.
To take care of His Earth.
Blink once.
Blink twice.
You will still breathing.
That means He’ll always love you. He is the eternal love.
For us all.
from the.one.who.has.been.dreaming.about.it
for you :) January 2, 2009
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sorry it took so long to update this blog (again, n again)
this has been a really hectic year >.<f
so, I know it’s kinda late, but.. whateva!
enjoy!
xmas08
a mother, wife, and daughter December 11, 2008
Posted by aurenessa in feel n breath, smart thoughts.Tags: love, mother
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As a girl, or just say, as one who’ve been raised by one (you wouldnt be raised by a monkey, would you??) we sometimes forget how important they are for us.
A good friend of mine once said:
Why we, as human dont give a bit appreciation to a mother, who’ve raised us till we become like this?
Why human just give Nobel to the one who offered peace?
Why just give Medal to the one whom brain really work as a computer?
Why cant we just sit, and realize that this people has raised us since when, since we were a fetus..
thoughts… November 5, 2008
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I’ve just read “The Last Templar”, not even finished yet. But I really like one sentence he wrote (Raymond Khoury, the author).
HE’s not here to save us from sin and from eternal damnation. HE’s here to guide us to some kind of spiritual understanding.
‘He’ here refer to Jesus, the saviour of the world of Christianity. The divinity every human being ever believed.
melancholics wannabe October 25, 2008
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Yes, I am a bit melancholic *smiling widely* but I do not like this kind of poetic person inside of me very much. I like it but I don’t love it. Could say it that way.
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Sometimes without a proper reason, I could lay on my bed and thinking endlessly, about myself, about my parents, about my sister (my naughty sister that for some reason I began to like), about my friends, about how dumb they sometimes are, but how blessed I am being around with people like them..
Especially, I think a lot bout my own life. The soul inside, waiting to be fed by the right food.
I’ve been breathing for almost 20 years. I’ve had passed a lot of spectacles. And waiting for other’s to come to my life, to make it more colourful than it already is.
I’ve dream a lot.
I dream a lot.
I will dream a lot more.
Everyday, I most likely do something, no matter how effectless they are, to reach and grab my dream so it may come true.
What will it be? The future?
God’s choice?
No.
Our choice. God’s help.
Nature’s help.
We’d dream, we’ll reached. No matter what.
Because one who live without dream is soulless.
Because one who live without confident is worthless.
I believe in many things. I believe in true love. I believe in God’s love. I believe in love. I believe in my friends. I believe people I shouldn’t. I did many things I shouldn’t.
Did I die? Not yet, my dear. Not yet.
My job isn’t finished yet. Cause every living human being were destined to do something.
Hiro Nakamura on Heroes: Save the cheerleader, save the world!
Yes, we could save the world.
But,
we must save ourselves, first.
From extinction. From discrimination. From humilitation. From un-humanity.
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This is me. Melancholics wannabe.
Doing something, anything. I could think of. From dying because of boredom.
Me.
the.one.who.never.ever.stop.dreaming
dedicated to October 8, 2008
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love
Someone who made me who I am today..
Someone who made me stand where I am this day..
Someone whom smile made me having the courage I need that day..
why am I different from others? September 20, 2008
Posted by aurenessa in blessed, dreaming!.Tags: dreamz, friend
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Ok, this title is a question from a best friend of mine..
She asked both me and me mum..
SO, THE BIGGEST QUESTION IS, WHY IS THAT????
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First of all, every human being in this earth is unique.. It has been created that way.. The simplest way to accept it is just to imagine if we all have the same face.. EEWWW it is not an interesting way of life, is it??
Second of all, unfortunately for every and each of us, not everybody realize that we are unique.. different from each other even the twins one..
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Mmm, I think it is quiet easy (but it is not.. -__-;) to answer this question..
Just look at the bright side of our life.. (what is it???)
What u can do the best is what differ you from others.. (Quiet simple, actually)
And below you will find the answer from me and my mum..
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Me:
The power in me lie in my own dream, that one couldnt even imagine 
hehehhehee *trying to be someone mysterious*
Yes, I have dreams.. Lot of it.. And it differ me from other..
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Me mum:
The power lies within your mind
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So, I am gonna asked you.. What’s yours?
never.stop.dreaming
patient is gold September 19, 2008
Posted by aurenessa in blessed, feel n breath.Tags: breath, faith
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I think you have read this words for a thousand times.. But still, like other usual quotes we thought we would remember till the end of our life, this one is just passed by our memories..
If we sit still and think about our own life, we could remembered what happened in the past, what happened before this exact second we try to change ourselves..
Yes, patient is gold, and patient is virtue..
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One has waited for years for this moment to come..
One has waited patiently in silence..
One cries every night when nobody could hear..
One fights every day but nobody knows what one does..
Nobody acknowledge one..
Everybody else think that one does not exist..
Everybody else think one is just a trash..
Everybody and everybody and everbody,
Nobody pays attention at this special one..
The prove has finally risen, became a solid proof..
One no longer afraid..
One no longer silence..
Always and always..
Fought for us.. everyday and every night.. every second of our life..
Patient
Is what bring out the truth
That one is an angel
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Dedicated to: every angel in my little but big life
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-one.who.dreams.of.an.angel-
